i feel like i have so much to say, but everyone just thinks i’m the happiest person ever, when sometimes i hide behind the smile. i wish some people would take me more seriously and just have a normal conversation with me without thinking i am a dumb blond. don’t get me wrong, i am happy 90% of the time, but my life is not perfect and things do hurt me. in life things go wrong, but you need to accept it for what it is and move on. why dwell on something that only makes you feel upset. you need to learn how to move on and just live life for the day that it is, because who knows what will happen that day. maybe a miracle, maybe not. i believe in faith and karma. if something happens, it happens for a reason. everything does.
A dream is something that you want to do, not something you know you can do or have already done.Everyone goes into life knowing exactly who they want to be, but me? Well i’m just starting to find out who i really am. I dream pretty big and one day would like to make nationals for swimming. Also, get into a really good and pretty college(: I have a list of dreams, but i’m not going to list every single one.(:
I just want my life to stay as amazing as it is right now and then i won’t have to many dreams because so far my dreams are reality.
i know i am that annoying little sister who asks you a million questions a day and never leaves you alone, but i really just want to be close with you. sometimes i feel like what i say to you, you don’t really care about. the reason i ask so many questions is so that i can get to know you better. you never want to just hang out with me and sometimes i wish you would. you never tell me that you miss me when i miss you a lot. i just hope one day we can be as close i always wanted to be.
My parents mean the world to me. even though they embarrass me and get mad at me sometimes, i wouldn’t be able to survive without them. they make my life worth living. they give me everything i have ever wanted and always support me in everything i do. i can talk to them about a lot of things and i know they won’t judge me. they are my role modles in life. they believe in me and everything i do.
i can’t say i have one best friend, because i don’t. My best friends know who they are and they mean the world to me. i don’t know what i would do with my self without them. i know that they are always there for me. they are sisters to me and without them, i wouldn’t be who i am today. we talk about the weirdest things and laugh at everything even when its not funny. we cry,laugh and smile together and if i didn’t have them in my life, my life wouldn’t be half as amazing as it is now<3
my mom is my number one best friend though. mary,marbear,mom, ma, or mommy. she is the girl i go to with everything and i admire my mom for everything she does. she is a strong lady.i would be completely lost without her in my life. i love you, mom<3